what the eye doesn't see the heart doesn't grieve over
what the eye doesn't see the heart doesn't grieve over
but ,my dear friend ,what if the ears hear it!
iMMaturity
O! Man to you
let me allude.
People act at times so kiddishly
is all that I can conclude.
There's my friend for long
whom I consider a dude.
But to my surprise,he is so unpredictable
that he is carried away by his moods.
He gets irritated so easily
that on silly leg-pullings he broods.
Would do whatever he likes,
Doesn't hesitates form his actions so crude.
Just to make his principles clear wouldn't
spare even his mates from hell of an attitude.
No doubt he just minds his own business
and behaves at times obnoxiously shrewd.
Throws tantrums like a kid
and his reactions at times are very incertitude.
It's just that I respect him a lot,
doesn't mean he can be so inexpressibly rude.
I also know that in others affairs
one should never intrude.
Because it is disgusted
and gives birth to a great feud.
But still I very maturely believe
strong bonds are not that easily screwed.
'I just don't understand'
Well, you call me your baby
When you're holding my hand
But the way that you hurt me
I just don't understand
Well, you say that you need me
Like an ocean needs sand
But the way you deceive me
I just don't understand
Well,you are closest to me
Free to share whatever you can
But the way you take me for granted
I just don't understand
Well, you know that I love you
More than anyone can
But a one-sided love
I just don't understand
Well, you know that I love you
More than anyone can
But a one-sided love
I just don't understand
Well, you call me your baby
When you're holding my hand
Oh, how you can hurt me
I just don't understand
the last call.........
I never knew I would ultimately carashland so pathetically and prove myself such a complete failure.It is not that I am easily bogged down by failures.....but its about something else.Today I can only feel proud of being the bestest of the best loser,an ass who has lost himself,an idiot who can never make use of opportunities being offered and the most pathetic person who cannot manage things.I am just trying to recollect that when the engine failed and I was actually just flying a plane without fuel OR when it was that I missed the safety ejection.
Today I just stand at the crossroad ,where my life is completely messed up and has become so complicated that the very thought of solving it is so terrifying.Being cool is something different but being obnoxiously casual is catostrophic.Today I cannot manage my ownself,my friends,my parents and my life.I have screwed myself as badly as I could and projecting myself completely opposite as to what I am or what I could have done but I know giving explanations and justifications make no sense now.
I am afraid that I am not that thick skinned that I wouldnt learn anything out of it.I am afraid that I am not just making promoises in storms only to be forgotten in calms.I am afraid that I have not become a dog's tail that can never be straightened and would repeat everything again.
Now it is actually becoming frustratingly impossible to accept and swallow all my mistakes and learn the lessons in one push...I have failed as miserably as I could and devastated myself as badly as I could.EVERYTHING SUCKS !!But in the end like a true soldier you just take responsibilty of your actions and strive to put things back to order.
SERIOUSLY SERIOUS.
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